I am writing this from my apartment after spending an embarrassingly long Tuesday afternoon at the Austin dispensary down the street, where I bought a 5-milligram chocolate edible from a tattooed woman named Lex who walked me through the strain options like a sommelier walking me through reds. The whole transaction took twelve minutes. The receipt was itemized. The store had a loyalty program. I paid with my actual debit card, signed a receipt with my actual name, walked out into the actual Texas sun, and went home to write this article. Nobody arrested me. Nobody followed me. The transaction was, by every visible standard, ordinary commerce.
There are, on the same Tuesday afternoon, somewhere between four hundred and a thousand other people in the United States being arrested for possession of cannabis. The arrests are concentrated, by an enormous and well-documented margin, in Black and Hispanic communities. Most of those people will spend at least one night in a county jail. A meaningful fraction will lose their housing, their employment, their professional licensing, or custody of their children as a downstream consequence of the arrest. None of these consequences will happen to me, even though I am, by any reasonable comparison, doing the same thing they were doing when they got arrested. The difference between us is that I am a white woman shopping inside the legal market in a state with a partial decriminalization framework, and they are not.
I have been chewing on this for a year. The dispensary trip is the part that finally made me write this piece, because the cognitive dissonance of the loyalty-program receipt and the contemporaneous arrests had reached a point where I had to put it on paper or stop sleeping well. So here it is. The honest history of how American cannabis prohibition came into being, what it has been doing for the last ninety years, what the recent rescheduling does and doesn’t change, and what I think a working creative who uses this substance owes the people whose communities have been paying for our access. None of this is comfortable. None of it should be. The alternative to writing it is continuing to enjoy the receipt without engaging with the cost.
Harry Anslinger’s actual sentences
The man who designed American cannabis prohibition was named Harry J. Anslinger. He ran the Federal Bureau of Narcotics from 1930 to 1962. He is, statistically, responsible for more incarcerated Americans than almost any single federal official in American history. He testified before Congress in 1937, in support of what became the Marihuana Tax Act, the first federal cannabis prohibition. His testimony is a matter of public record. I have it open in another tab right now. I am going to quote some of it, because the cultural-memory version of cannabis prohibition has been sanding the original sentences down for ninety years and I think the original sentences should be in the same Google search result as the dispensary website.
Sentence one (under oath, 1937): “There are 100,000 total marijuana smokers in the U.S., and most are Negroes, Hispanics, Filipinos, and entertainers. Their Satanic music, jazz, and swing, result from marijuana use. This marijuana causes white women to seek sexual relations with Negroes, entertainers, and any others.”
Sentence two (also Anslinger, 1930s): “Reefer makes darkies think they’re as good as white men.”
Sentence three (Anslinger again): “Marijuana is the most violence-causing drug in the history of mankind.”
Look at those sentences. Read them again. The first one is not a fringe quote from a private conversation; it is sworn Congressional testimony that became the foundational record of the law that made cannabis a federal crime in the United States of America. The second is a documented Anslinger quote from his published writings. The third is the central scientific claim of the entire Reefer Madness propaganda campaign that built public support for the law, and it has been disproven by every serious epidemiological study conducted since approximately 1940.
The American Medical Association opposed the 1937 Marihuana Tax Act. The AMA’s representative testified that cannabis had legitimate medical uses and that the proposed law would interfere with research. Their testimony was ignored. Anslinger’s was not. The law passed. The architecture of the war on drugs was built on the foundation of a federal official’s racist sworn testimony that the AMA contemporaneously identified as factually wrong.
This is not a contested or revisionist history. The primary sources are public. Multiple presidential commissions have, over the decades, acknowledged the racist framing of the original prohibition. Even the federal government’s own 1972 Shafer Commission report (commissioned, ironically, by Nixon, who promptly buried the findings because they recommended decriminalization) explicitly documented the racist origins. The information has been available for half a century. It has been actively excluded from mainstream cultural memory.
What the Nixon admin said when nobody was recording (or so they thought)
The 1937 Anslinger framework would, in 1970, get an upgrade with the Controlled Substances Act, which placed cannabis in Schedule I (the most restrictive category, formally indicating “no medical value” and “high abuse potential”). The political logic of the 1970 escalation was, again, not about the substance.
In April 2016, Harper’s Magazine published an interview that journalist Dan Baum had conducted with John Ehrlichman, Nixon’s domestic policy advisor and one of the architects of the war on drugs. The interview had been recorded in 1994; Ehrlichman died in 1999; the interview was finally released after Ehrlichman’s family stopped objecting. The relevant section of what Ehrlichman said:
“The Nixon campaign in 1968, and the Nixon White House after that, had two enemies: the antiwar left and black people. You understand what I’m saying? We knew we couldn’t make it illegal to be either against the war or black, but by getting the public to associate the hippies with marijuana and blacks with heroin, and then criminalizing both heavily, we could disrupt those communities. We could arrest their leaders, raid their homes, break up their meetings, and vilify them night after night on the evening news. Did we know we were lying about the drugs? Of course we did.”
I want you to sit with that paragraph for a minute. The architect of modern American drug policy, on the record, decades later, said the policy was a political weapon designed to disrupt specific communities, that everyone involved in designing it knew it was based on lies, and that they did it anyway because the lies were politically useful. Did we know we were lying about the drugs? Of course we did.
This is not paranoia. This is the public confession of one of the people who did it. It is also, almost without exception, not what your high-school health class taught you about the war on drugs. The cultural memory of “the drug epidemic” frames the policy as a sincere if overzealous response to a public-health problem. The architect’s own confession says the policy was a deliberate political-disruption tool that lied about its own evidence. Both versions cannot be true. The architect’s version has, structurally, more credibility than the cultural memory’s.
The arrest math, in actual numbers
The American Civil Liberties Union’s 2020 report A Tale of Two Countries: Racially Targeted Arrests in the Era of Marijuana Reform is the most rigorous recent dataset on what the Anslinger-Nixon framework has actually produced operationally. I am going to give you the headline numbers because I think the headline numbers should be in your head when you next walk into a dispensary.
Black Americans were 3.64 times more likely than white Americans to be arrested for marijuana possession, despite roughly equal usage rates between the two populations across all age cohorts.
In some states (Kentucky, Illinois, West Virginia, Iowa, Montana), the disparity was over 7 to 1.
The disparity increased in many states between 2010 and 2018, even as overall marijuana arrests decreased and as some states moved toward legalization.
Marijuana possession arrests accounted for 43% of all drug arrests in 2018; the racial disparity in those arrests was the single largest driver of overall racial disparities in U.S. drug-law enforcement.
The numbers have moved a little since 2020 (more states legalizing has dropped some of the absolute arrest counts) but the disparity ratio has barely budged. The architecture is still operating. The architecture was designed to operate this way. The architecture is doing its job.
This is the part where the “I just enjoy weed casually, I don’t think about the politics” framing collapses for me. The substance I am using is, in 2026, the same substance that ten people in Kentucky got arrested for this morning, mostly Black, while I bought my five-milligram chocolate from Lex with my debit card. The dispensary is the privatized white-friendly version of the same plant. The arrest infrastructure is the public Black-targeted version of the same plant. They are happening in the same country, on the same Tuesday, under the same federal Schedule. The separation is geographic, racial, and economic. The separation is the entire point of the system as it currently operates.
The recent rescheduling
You have probably seen the headlines about the federal rescheduling of cannabis from Schedule I to Schedule III. The process started under the Biden administration in 2024 and has, weirdly, continued under the current administration through 2025-2026. I have my opinions about the politics of why it continued (the current administration has been actively seeking distraction news cycles for political reasons, and a popular policy shift is useful for displacing less-popular news cycles), but the rescheduling itself is, on its merits, mostly good.
What it actually changes: cannabis is now in the same federal category as ketamine, anabolic steroids, and certain prescription medications. The federal government formally acknowledges medical value. Research that has been blocked for over fifty years is now possible. State-licensed cannabis businesses can take normal federal tax deductions for the first time, which will substantially improve their economics. Banking access for legal cannabis businesses is moving toward normalization.
What it doesn’t change: federal possession of cannabis without a prescription is still illegal. The arrest infrastructure is still operational. State-level enforcement varies wildly. The racial disparities I just walked through are not addressed by Schedule III placement. The 8 million Americans who have been arrested for cannabis offenses since 1937 are not retroactively un-arrested. Their convictions remain on their records. Their lost custody, lost housing, lost careers are not restored.
The rescheduling is being marketed as more transformative than it is. It is, structurally, the legal-cannabis industry’s professional licensing reform. It is not racial justice. It is not an end to the war on drugs. The serious policy reform that would address what Anslinger and Nixon built (descheduling cannabis entirely, automatic expungement of past convictions, restorative investment in damaged communities, restructuring the legal cannabis industry’s licensing to address its current capture by white-owned businesses) is not happening. The rescheduling is the procedural equivalent of fixing the squeaky wheel on a car that is also, structurally, still on fire.
What I am doing about it (and what I am not)
I am not going to tell you what to do. I am going to tell you what I am doing, because the alternative is performing a moral position I have not yet earned.
I have, in the last year, started reading the books I should have read a decade ago. Johann Hari’s Chasing the Scream (2015) is the most accessible journalistic history; the Ehrlichman quote is in there in context. Michelle Alexander’s The New Jim Crow (2010) is the foundational analysis of how the war on drugs functions as a racial-control mechanism; if you only read one of the two, read this one. Martin Booth’s Cannabis: A History (2003) is the longer historical sweep. The ACLU’s Tale of Two Countries report is free as a PDF on their site. These are the receipts. They have been available. I, like most casual recreational users, hadn’t done the reading.
I have started donating monthly to the Last Prisoner Project, which works specifically on cannabis-related expungement and post-conviction relief for people still incarcerated under the framework Anslinger built. The donation is small. It is not a substitute for political action. It is, at minimum, the financial acknowledgement that my access to the substance is a privilege the people Anslinger targeted are still paying for.
I have started, when the topic comes up at parties, refusing to participate in the standard recreational-cannabis cultural framing that treats the substance as politically neutral. The substance is not politically neutral. The framing that treats it as neutral is part of how the disparities have been allowed to persist. The framing is comfortable; the comfort is doing damage. I am trying, awkwardly, to be the person at the party who names this. It does not always go well. I am doing it anyway.
I have not stopped using cannabis. I am not certain I should. The substance, used responsibly, is mostly fine. The political work of changing the system is not contingent on individual abstention; the political work is its own project. But I have stopped allowing my use to feel separate from the system that produces my access. The two are connected. Pretending otherwise is the polite white middle-class participation in a system that was designed to make my participation comfortable and other people’s participation criminal.
This is the awkward middle position. It is not a comfortable position to be in. It is the honest position, which is sometimes, in 2026, the most useful position available.
What I want, finally, you to take from this
If you use cannabis recreationally and you have never read the actual primary-source documents on how the prohibition came into being and what the prohibition has done, please read them. The links above are the entry points. The reading is uncomfortable. The reading is also the minimum due diligence that engaging with this substance honestly requires.
If you use cannabis recreationally and you have read the documents but the political framing has been hard to integrate into your daily use, you are not alone, and you do not need to perform a moral position you have not yet figured out. The integration is slow work. Start by donating, by voting, by refusing the comfortable cultural framing in the rooms where you have any influence. The rest builds from there.
If you do not use cannabis but the ninety-year political history of the substance has been invisible to you, this piece is for you too. The same political mechanism that built the cannabis prohibition is operational, in updated form, across many other domains of American policy. Anslinger died in 1975. The framework he built is still arresting people in 2026. The framework will continue to arrest people until enough of us refuse to accept the comfortable cultural memory that has been protecting it.
Lex at the dispensary is, in my experience, a thoughtful person who knows the politics. She and I had a brief conversation about it on my way out, the kind of conversation that happens between people who both know that the loyalty-program receipt is the visible result of a long political fight that is not yet over. She gave me an extra free joint at the end. I am, as I write this, looking at it on my desk. I am not going to smoke it tonight. I am going to write this piece instead. The piece is, possibly, more useful than the joint would have been. Maybe not. We’ll see what tomorrow’s reading looks like.
The receipts are public. The architecture is operational. The work, still, is on us.
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